Today... was...

Sigh, today was a day that I didnt do much.. just slept, do littleeeeee paper work and watch anime... play alteil... and mostly slept... sigh... At night I made contact with otoh-sama, but he wasnt too keen for my return... ask me to find out a way by myself, mostly.. Well, it's been like that since the day I left home.. I kinda used to it.. Anywhere I turn, it's the same; I feel rejected, bored and unwanted.. Hope I son't suicide soon enough..